I can’t get her out of my fucking head
She’s here, there, she’s everywhere
No matter what I look at, I see her. No matter what I listen to, I think of her
I even bloody think of her when I open the fridge to get some goddamn milk. It’s getting unbearable, total madness.
Darling girl get out of my fuckin head please, it’s been over a month and I still can’t get anywhere without you!? I’m losing friends, empathy, opportunities all after you fucked me up in the first place. And where the hell are you?? getting it on with some uni brat? a first class prick for sure.
Call me a junkie scumbag all you want, I fucking cared about you, poured my heart out. I still do. I haven’t changed, not a bit. and never I had the intention to hurt you, same way around eh? But now please be fucking gone, can’t go on, be gone be gone. please. I still love you though. Miss you, though.
songs that remind me of the time I had, with you.
You can’t steal my love - Mando Diao
When the sun hits - Slowdive
Undress - Oscar and the Wolf
Start Anew - Beady Eye
Magic - Girls
Don’t go back to Dalston - Razorlight
You’re So Great - Blur
"They know I can’t move a finger, and I won’t. I’ll just sit here and be quiet, just in case they do… suspect me. They’re probably watching me. Well, let them. Let them see what kind of a person I am. I’m not even going to swat that fly. I hope they are watching… they’ll see. They’ll see and they’ll know, and they’ll say, "Why, she wouldn’t even harm a fly…"
Directed by Alfred Hitchcock
Anonymous said: picture of yourself?
don’t feel like taking a picture right now so I’ll post an old one or something.
god help the girl (2014) dir. stuart murdoch
Anonymous said: weren't you on the cover of a fashion magazine once? did you do any other modeling?
I was. It wasn’t modeling tho, I was just walking about in Brick Lane and 4 japanese guys asked me to do some shooting for their magazine (Men’s Fudge). It was pretty cool but I haven’t been doing any “modeling” ever since.